Painting blue skies on my fingernails. I have to do something with this extra energy. I practice handstands and get maybe two or three seconds where I'm weightless. Two or three seconds where everything is still.
I miss living next to the ocean. I'm thinking of getting far away from here. I could sell bikinis on a beach somewhere. Or produce websites in South America. Just get lost. I dunno. Start all over?
I forget when I first learned that I end up wherever I go. I don't mind that so much anymore. I want to leave everything else this time, not me.
What would happen would be that I'd get another context for myself. Right now I only know the me I am right here in Cali. My whole life has been here.
I woke up this morning and realized there's a whole fucking lot I haven't seen yet. Even though in my dreams I go just about everywhere.
I want more.
come to montreal.
ReplyDeletego to berlin.
everything is possible.
i've been trained on facebook. immediately looked for a way to LIKE your comment, yaniya. so here it is: LIKE.
ReplyDeletewill let you know where i end up. and you let me know if you end up in cali any time soon.